When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…

Abilify Dilemma

How much longer can my body and mind take the ravages of Abilify side effects?

As usual I slept two hours on various sedatives and am wide awake in the middle of the night.

A friend asked rhetorically how long I can go on like this. He gets it because he lives in his own state of quiet desperation.

The fatigue reached an all-time high yesterday. I had to catch a cab again to get out of the house, and could not go on the walking group. The result of which was a day spent largely in limbo and isolation, with the exception of my Support Worker’s visit.

The restlessness and low attention span are equally horrid.

I may take myself off this peculiar drug today. Then observe what happens. It’s been over three weeks now…I don’t think I have the strength to continue like this.

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