Speak from the heart. Have humility and demonstrate empathy (this is not something you can fake). Show accountability for your actions. Empty your mind. This is something totally beyond your control.
The Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
Submission is not the same as defeat.
(And forgive me for the unsolicited advice but I couldn’t help myself).
Then again you always were an old drama queen and seems like there are no lengths you won’t go to to entertain the world in the style you think fit so go ahead and do your fing!