When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…

Ghost V Machine

Hey folks, I was off-air for a bit, some misunderstanding about a new domain name they offered me. Well I’ve gone back to the original one now and the problem seems to be sorted.

Here I am, Friday night, alone at home as usual. Not that I especially want to be out, but I don’t know. I think the problem for me of being all alone for too long is that doubt and confusion tend to set in. There’s no one to remind me that I even exist, I feel like I’m floating around in a void.

Solly’s been about a fair bit though. He does all the shit I don’t do…like talking to all sorts of people on the street and being seen all over the place. He’s an extravert. I told him it would be nice to have friends round here. He is just cautious and somewhat paranoid maybe, though arguably it’s NOT paranoia if they really are all out to get you.

I’m focusing on maximising my physical health and fitness by eating really healthy, getting regular rest/sleep and of course some exercise and fresh air.

It’s nice to be back blogging though.


Comments on: "Ghost V Machine" (2)

  1. I can’t even remember the last time I went out on a Friday night… or a Saturday come to think of it. Maybe ten years but then again it doesn’t interest me anymore and it never interested me when I used to go out since I’d actually feel even more isolated than being at home. I’m now so used to the isolation that I think going out on such evenings would terrify me. It’s not a good thing nor healthy but it’s one of the only ways I can stay sane!

    • Thanks for this Bazz. The apparent problem with accessing my blog is persisting at this end. But somehow you accessed it, which would seem to be a hopeful sign. I have tried to sort it via the wordpress support chat but despite being assured it was available, when I click on the url I get ‘this site cannot be accessed’. Never happened before, seems no logical explanation, OK I’ll just have to go with the wacky one huh? My wizarding cunt of a bf doesn’t want you to read it lol.

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